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To the Memories, I’ve Labeled As Bad
My mind wanders to you from time to time. And I used to let that make me so mad. I’d close my eyes so tight, to suppress looking into the face of memories I’ve labeled as bad. Memories I’ve removed myself from, so why do they still linger within me? Looming fear over the thought…
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Social infection
We haven’t truly spoke in weeks And I don’t see you unless you post a story to your feed. Yet I notice & allow the things you want us to see, take up space inside me. As we paint pictures of what we want others to believe, somehow convincing ourselves of a connection within a…
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Even though I don’t talk about somewhere beneath this thick layer, I am still coated in it, wearing it everyday. & for so long I allowed this pseudo of happiness To wear my smile I let you take my laugh & portray it as screams that nobody could hear. Thinking maybe if I faked it,…
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Divine
How divine to be one of a kind. To know that your lips could trace my whole self. Shimmy all the way down my spine, taking in each curve and every chill as you prompt them to arise. Even taste my skin in all the places you desire, as you tune into each moan like…
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“Love” is unidentified
I’ve been in ‘love’ before, kissed the face of the devil and laid next to him before. Watched as he lose his mind and slowly infect mine as he searches for another casualty. I’ve been in ‘love’ before even picked myself up off the floor and left ‘love’ at the door, before. So when you…
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All the Past Love of Mine
In my mind, you’ll miss me. Maybe to the point of wondering if most the things you wanted we’re simply right in front of your face. But maybe, it’s just better if I think this way. Because when my thoughts lead to you, there is no safe place.
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Daddy is Home
I’d slip into the most alluring thing I own, to strut around the house until you make it home. What power this provides me, to seduce your entirety, as your hungry eyes devour each move, that’s what excites me. Its the way it leaves you breathless and down on your knees. That power, of just…
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Growing out of you, into me
& I think you should know I never meant to leave you behind But it’s just what happens when you enter into a new state of mind, and we no longer align. It’s the part of growing I’ve learned to accept Because if I don’t reach for the best version of me Then I would…
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if you could see through my eyes
if you could see through my eyes would you still invite this kinda of pain and even sew it back in place just to break every other day. would you convince yourself that happiness will appear and that if you mend him, he will somehow save you along the way would you still think loneliness…
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shadows of you
if my love was present in every dimension, laying patiently with each universe, then I would set it all free shattering it at your toes in every forrest so that it can reach up for the trees and wait for you to dance in it’s breeze